Madison Sanders Writes
Author of Don't Stay Broken
Wednesday, November 15, 2023
The Longest Goodbye
Monday, August 07, 2023
Love People Anyway
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway."
Saturday, July 15, 2023
An Empty Celebration
Monday, January 09, 2023
Forever Forward
Thursday, August 18, 2022
Swimming in Emotions
Joining the weekly prompt over at Mama Kat's Writing Workshop.
Swimming against the current. Utterly exhausted from trying to keep myself afloat. Grief and chaos are all around. When will peace break through these waters? How do I keep going? Putting one arm in front of the other, I feel the water. Something so fluid and free, but my mind is heavy, like an anchor trying to pull me down. Willing me to stay rooted in the pain of yesterday and all the days before.
I can't give in. I won't give in. The minute I stop trying is the minute I am consumed. This is not how the story ends. It's just a chapter. Like Dory in the movie "Nemo," I'll just keep swimming. I plunge myself into living. Feeling. Breathing. Moving.
I will reach the other side of the bank by turning my pain into purpose.
Sunday, November 14, 2021
An Empty Seat at the Table
Thursday, March 11, 2021
I Will Not Be Moved
I'm tired. Tired of the struggle day after day. I feel like I'm in the in between space of growth and everything that led me to this point.
I wish I was never in the wheelchair. Getting out of it for good is one of the hardest things I've ever done, but I am determined to do it. Even if that means crying while doing my exercises.
I haven't given up, but I am tired. I need God's breath to breathe on me again.
This isn't meant to be a depressing post, but just an honest account of where I'm at.
To win the mental battle, I have to constantly celebrate the small victories. Just the other day, I walked 7 times instead of 6 in my hallway at home.
I'm challenging myself to do more and go further. I told my mom, "It seems like I have such a long way to go to get to where I want to be." She always reminds me, "Look at how long you were down for." I was bedridden 2-3 years, but I've been in the wheelchair for almost 14 years.
I just have to steel my shoulders and plant my feet firmly on the ground. I refuse to be moved by how I feel. I refuse to be moved by what I see.
The Longest Goodbye
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