Separation
My body was there, but I retreated to a place of silence Trying to make myself invisible Trying to drown out the noise There it was A separation A chasm Close in body, but moving further and further away Spiritually, mentally Disconnected, wholly separate An unwelcome visitor wedged its way in Past the familiarities Forget the pleasantries It sit down heavily Like a boulder teetering on the edge of a mountain A mountain of pain Simmering just below the surface That superficial veneer threatened to crack with every breath Things weren't different They were just as messy as they have always been That's when I was thankful I was different than them